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Sunday, February 27, 2011
Hoping AF comes soon
I know you probably cant believe that im wanting/waiting for AF to come. The reason being is that this marks the start of our IVF cycle! Woohoo!! So i just read through my paper work again from TFC one how everything happens and the timeline. Since i have all my meds now it makes more sence. Im also sure that once we one through the IVF education class it will make more sence as well. I think Jeremys excited about this bc he learns how to give me my IM injections. Thankfully i have Lidocaine ointment :D!! Its crazy that everything is really happening! It will be here and be gone before i know it. Hopefully we will be having a little Young in our arms late this year or early 2012!! Jeremys gonna be such a great daddy! He loves kids and love me:)! Through this it has definetely brought jeremy and i closer. So not a whole lot going on this next month. We still have the stress counseling, ivf edu, we have to sign all of our paper work and get the finally amount we owe and when its due. Also we have the trial transfer and ultrasound with contrast this month. After i finish the BC we have a baseline ultrasound and blood work if all thats good we skip two days then start the meds. Wow!!! I cant even believe how close it is, its like i can actually reach out and touch it! Plz continue to pray for us as we cont on this journey!
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Meds
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Saturday, February 19, 2011
A Few Thoughts
So several different things have happened in the last couple of weeks. We are offically in the April cycle woot woot! I received all my paper work from TFC wednesday of this week. Which to be honest was really overwhelming as i read though it all even though ive read ten thousand articles and different books already on it. Ive had some drama at work the reality is that my job is just somewhat stressful people get mad when they are held accountable for doing there jobs but overall at work this week it wasnt too bad. I am trying very hard to not stress and be more relaxed.....well see how that goes. I was hurt by a friend this week. Honestly i cant remember the last time i have felt this way trying not to let it get me down but it did and does still bother me. Had girls night last night and it was amazing!! We added a new lady to our group and she is so neat and i just feel so comfortable around my girls and so blessed that God brought them into my lives bc Lord knows i need through support and guidance. Jeremy and i are doing well i do believe that this last year and just brought us so much closer together. Do you know not one time has he complained about any of the infertility stuff. Everything he has had to do everything we have had to discuss he has just been so supportive and truly wants the best for me and our family. Its just an amazing blessing and sometimes i have to Thank God for unanswered prayers and the broken roads that ive traveled and there at the end of them the beginning of my finding true self worth was my Jeremy my amazing husband who i still wonder why God gave him to me but i am so thankful.
*Monday I am going to order my meds. My box full of hopes and dreams and of course the sharp pointy things called needles but hey I will take a hundred shots a day if the end result but looking into the eyes of my child. Right now we are waiting for me to start my period then once i start i start on Birth Control. Thats seems a little crazy but thats part of the process. So technically we are already in our cycle going through the proper steps to get ready for the actually stimulating and everything. We have to go see a Stress Counselor on March 8th. We have to meet with the IVF insurance lady to find out exactly how much we owe and when payment will be do. We have to have IVF education where they walk us through everything and teach Jeremy how to administer my injections. Ill be able to give myself the SubQ ones but not the IM ones. I actually think Jeremy is excited about this he has a fasination with needles though so im not sure how good of a thing that is. I also still have to have a trail transfer and a ultrasound with contrast to make sure they know how far they will have to go in with the catheter on the day of transfer and the contrast to see how the inside of my uterus looks. It looks good from the outside praying it looks better from the inside. Once all these things are completed and ive finished my month of BC then we have a baseline ultrasound done and start the shots. Once we start the shots i will have blood work and an ultrasound done like every 2 days. They have to really make sure i dont over stimulate since i already for PCOS bc of this my ovaries are already large.
Wow i cant believe that this is all about to actually happen!! I feel overwhelmed but im trying not to stress. Im nervous about all the what ifs. But i know i just have to Trust in the Lord and he will give me the desires of my heart!!!
*Monday I am going to order my meds. My box full of hopes and dreams and of course the sharp pointy things called needles but hey I will take a hundred shots a day if the end result but looking into the eyes of my child. Right now we are waiting for me to start my period then once i start i start on Birth Control. Thats seems a little crazy but thats part of the process. So technically we are already in our cycle going through the proper steps to get ready for the actually stimulating and everything. We have to go see a Stress Counselor on March 8th. We have to meet with the IVF insurance lady to find out exactly how much we owe and when payment will be do. We have to have IVF education where they walk us through everything and teach Jeremy how to administer my injections. Ill be able to give myself the SubQ ones but not the IM ones. I actually think Jeremy is excited about this he has a fasination with needles though so im not sure how good of a thing that is. I also still have to have a trail transfer and a ultrasound with contrast to make sure they know how far they will have to go in with the catheter on the day of transfer and the contrast to see how the inside of my uterus looks. It looks good from the outside praying it looks better from the inside. Once all these things are completed and ive finished my month of BC then we have a baseline ultrasound done and start the shots. Once we start the shots i will have blood work and an ultrasound done like every 2 days. They have to really make sure i dont over stimulate since i already for PCOS bc of this my ovaries are already large.
Wow i cant believe that this is all about to actually happen!! I feel overwhelmed but im trying not to stress. Im nervous about all the what ifs. But i know i just have to Trust in the Lord and he will give me the desires of my heart!!!
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Monday, February 7, 2011
April Cycle here we come
So we did brave the roads and made it safely to Tulsa and back home. I love Dr. Pro hes so down to earth such a nice man he always makes me feel so comfortable. So our results came back good nothing bad so we are now scheduled for the April cycle. We met with Joni the RN IVF consultant for like 3 minutes maybe. So she signed us up and also called in my meds. They called me and said the meds are going to be 1900 before insurance and they are going to call me in 2 days to tell me how much ill have to pay after insurance so hopefully it will pay a nice portion :)!!!! Joni said they are right in the middle of a cycle right now so it will be about two weeks before she can get me all the paper work.
So what we still have to do: the baseline ultrasound, trail transfer, and our IVF class.
Right now we are waiting for me to start my cycle again(which i just got off) so it will be another month. Then when i start i will start on birth control. Isnt that crazy we are infertile but ill be taking BC. Anyways so we are not really waiting anymore we are in process mode.
Im excited, overwhelmed, nervous and anxious. Jeremy and I are excited so these next few months will be exciting, long and emotional. But im looking forward to what lies ahead.
So what we still have to do: the baseline ultrasound, trail transfer, and our IVF class.
Right now we are waiting for me to start my cycle again(which i just got off) so it will be another month. Then when i start i will start on birth control. Isnt that crazy we are infertile but ill be taking BC. Anyways so we are not really waiting anymore we are in process mode.
Im excited, overwhelmed, nervous and anxious. Jeremy and I are excited so these next few months will be exciting, long and emotional. But im looking forward to what lies ahead.
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Sunday, February 6, 2011
Tulsa Tomorrow
Tomorrow Jeremy and I will brave the roads and head to Tulsa for our 2nd appt with Dr. Pro.
Ok i just thought of something funny and a little gay....if i had to have a doctor i would want him to be a Pro...Dr. Pro is our doc.
Anyways so we head there tomorrow to go over the last test results we did 2 weeks ago. Hopefully we will sign up for the April cycle. Right now we are trying to get some money together we only got $800 back on our taxes but hey at least we didnt have to pay in right?! Im really getting excited and nervous over everything. I know no matter what happens Gods in control and even if this doesnt work out (which i pray it does) that we will be able to adopt. No matter what i firmly believe God will give us a child. So ill update tomorrow when i know more of whats going on.
Ok i just thought of something funny and a little gay....if i had to have a doctor i would want him to be a Pro...Dr. Pro is our doc.
Anyways so we head there tomorrow to go over the last test results we did 2 weeks ago. Hopefully we will sign up for the April cycle. Right now we are trying to get some money together we only got $800 back on our taxes but hey at least we didnt have to pay in right?! Im really getting excited and nervous over everything. I know no matter what happens Gods in control and even if this doesnt work out (which i pray it does) that we will be able to adopt. No matter what i firmly believe God will give us a child. So ill update tomorrow when i know more of whats going on.
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