Bed Rest

So I am on bed rest again. I am 12 weeks 5 days, and was placed on bed rest Fri when I woke up to bleeding heavily. A trip to the ER and seeing that the Babies were still ok on the Ultrasound at that time. Things are scary right now. We want more than anything for these babies to be ok and be able to stay in the womb until they can survive safely outside the womb. THis is my second time already to be on bed rest. Jeremy made the comment that why would be think that being pregnant would be easy for us considering the fact that it was so hard for us to get pregnant. I thought this might have been something I would be good at. As my mom says Im not normal so why would I think that my pregnancy would be normal....I dont know I guess wishful thinking. The thought of going on bed rest for good is scary to me bc I really need to work and I also like working however I know I have to do what is best for my babies. Babies are Due in Aug however I will be surprised if I deliver in Aug Im thinking July even if its the end of July. I cont to pray that God would protect my little babies as well as me. Being a nurse sometimes doesnt help bc I think I am too aware of whats going on. And google is not always the best thing. Anyways for now your prayers would be greatly appreciated for the babies, Jeremy, and myself. Speaking of Jeremy he is so amazing. There is no way I could do this without him. I am so truly blessed and I know that he will be an amazing father.

Songs for babies

I bought this thurs for our little miracles. I figure I want to introduce them to the Word of the Lord as soon as possible. I'm sure in a year ill be so tired of this cd but for now I'm very happy about their first cd :-)

Last tulsa visit

Tomorrow will be my last Tulsa visit for this pregnancy. Its very bitter sweet. Dr. Prough has been so great with me and I've seen him every week for the past 5 weeks. Today I went for my first prenatal visit and the nurse tells me that ill see TVs doc every 4 weeks......WHAT!!!! brakes on please how can I go from weekly to monthly.... my heart does not like this idea, but I guess it is what it is. So tonight I made my moms famous brownies, of course mine won't taste as good but hopefully they will at least be eatable (sp ) to take to Tulsa tomorrow. I can't believe that I'm already done this this phase and I'm moving on till the next. My heart feels so thankful, full, &blessed buy I can't help but still miss my papaw daily. His absence from my life has left a void. Anyways before I get too hormonal ill end this post on being thankful for being 10 weeks.

Prenatal appt with nurse

I'm patiently waiting to see the nurse for my appt. I get a call yesterday from them that says my appt is at 805 now I get here and they tell me its not till 820 so we shall see.......

Life is Changing

Several things have happened lately and are going to happen in the upcoming week.

• First, our Twins are growing right on schedule and looking beautiful as always!!! Their heartbeats are so strong and this week their hearts have divided into the 4 chambers.
• Last Sunday we had a bleeding scare. I seriously dont think I have been that scared in a very long time. The thought of loosing one or both of my babies is just unimagionalable. So I was on bedrest Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday.
• This week will be my last week to go to Tulsa which is a little bitter sweet. I have been with them for over a year now gone through several surgeries, a miscarriage, lot of hormones, and now conception of our twins. They have been so supportive of Jeremy and I and I just feel very safe with them, however all things must come to an end so on Thursday that will be the last time for us to go to Tulsa with this pregnancy.
• Wednesday I will be going to my first prenatal visit with my OB  office. I will not actually see my OB until the following monday. This meeting is a time to go over my care and the lovely payment plan.
• On the note of my OB I love her and her nurse they are very kind loving people and I know they will take care of my little angels growing inside of me.
• Also, this week will be my last week of IM progesterone shots and estrogen pacthes!!!! I am really excited about this as I know my bottom is too ;)

I am so thankful to be pregnant and esp expecting twins. In the same sence though it is a little scary. I want to be able to carry my babies as long as I can so they can grow big and strong and be able to function well once they are born. I also need to try to work as long as I can before I have to go on bedrest. Of course with Twins the likelyhood of going on bedrest early is high. Twin pregnancys are considered high risk and of course if you know me, Im weird and not that normal so if its gonna happen it prob will happen to me. Until next time I hope if you reading this you know the Lord as your Savior if you dont please let me know and I will help you learn about him :) God Bless!!!

8w5d

Here are the twins we had a.bleeding scare but babies are great and we are sooo thankful!!!

Making room for babies

Since we sold our dining room table we decided to close off the area for the babies to have a play area. I'm going to have the ABCs on the wall.
Also its a dog free area since Choco sheds so bad.